Getting To know Yourself

One of the surprising things that comes from journaling (or whatever) every day is that you can read posts from weeks or months (sometimes days) ago and not recall writing a single word of what you’re reading.

Whenever this happens (i.e. almost every time that I read an old entry) I wonder what I must have been thinking, feeling, or doing that day to make me write what I had. I think of it as getting to know myself.

Sometimes, I’ll learn something new about myself—often because of just how much I’ve written about something. I might have written for months about something I wanted to do (and often hadn’t). It could also be something that I enjoyed, found funny, or was worried about.

It feels a little bit weird, to be honest.

It can also feel kind of cool though.

I enjoy writing morning pages for the act of writing them. The act of doing it that day specifically. Increasingly, I think about the idea that I’m writing for future me, who might be a totally different person. I’m helping to teach future me about what they might like (or not like anymore).

I hadn’t really thought about this part of journaling. In fact, I’d toyed with the idea of deleting each entry as soon as I’d written it. I still think about doing that, but the thought is a little bit harder these days.

If you haven’t already, I’d encourage you to write something down every day. It doesn’t have to be long. It could be a thought, an idea, or how you’re feeling. A few weeks from now, it might teach you something.